My Corner..

My Corner..

Mar 17, 2010

??prashna??




Aaj mandir gayi thi,

kuch ansuljhe, ankahe, vicharon ko lekar.

oob chuki thi mai,

is duniya ke aneko roop dekhkar.


Man mai anekanek, ajeebogareeb sawal the,

jo jawab maang rahe the,

jawab maang rahe the vo aadarsh,

jo maa ne sikhaye.

Jawaab maang rahe the vo sanskar,

jo parivaar se mile.!!!!

Kya is sansaar mai ye maayne rakhte hai...???

kya inko apne mai samakar,

hum is duniya mai jee sakte hai???


Isi udedbun mai khud ko liye,

aaj pahuchi thi mai us ishwar ke dar par

jise sab kehte hai ki vo sarvagyani hai,

jisko sab taranhaar kehte hai,

jo sarva vidhyamaan hai.

Phir bhi jisko dhundhne hum,

mandir mai hi jaate hai...

haan phir bhi usko dhundhne hum,

mandir mai jaate hain!!!


Aaj nischy tha kara maine,

kuch sawalo ke to jawab maangne hai.

Jo us sarvagyani, taranhaar, sarvidhyamaan ko hai dene,

jise sab parmeshwar maante hai.


Kya in mukhauto ki duniyaa mai,

ek insaan ka jeena mumkin hain.

Kya in kathputliyon ke sang,

ek manav reh sakta hai.

Jis manushya ko tune garv se banaya O brahma,

aaj vo manushya hi apne bandhuon ka dushman bana baitha hai.

Kya yehi hai teri duniya??



banavati pan mai jeene vaale,

har haal mai hai jeet jate...

“haar” to un ke gale ka “haar” hai bani,

jo hai apne moolyo par jeevan ko jeena vale prani.

kya yehi hai tera insaaf???


Suna hai geeta mai tune ye kaha ki mai aaonga

jab jab adharm dharm ko raundega mai aaonga

kab aaega tu hey ishwar??kab aaega??

kahin tujhe bhi ye darinde..

apni vaasna ke liye raund na daale.

Mana ye bhi tere hi sapoot hai,

par lalach ne inme kayi aur “gun” bhi hai bhar daale.

Ab ye peeche chodh sakte hai har kisi ko,

chahe vo khud inko banane vala hi kyu na ho!!

Bacha le hey ishwar,

is duniya ko bacha le!!

aur agar na aa sake to kam se kam ye to bata de,

kya ek insaan ka jeena is sansaar mai gavara hai..??



Mar 7, 2010

Finally after a very nice time at home its the time to return back to college life... well when i was leaving from home it seemed very very depressing....what seemed depressing????...:P..." the thought of returning back to college life"...really i never wanted to return back.... was thinking all those 5 days what will happen if i make some or the other random reasons of not returning back... infact curfew @ Bareilly could have been one of my excuse.... but no chance.. expectations of my parents... their aspirations... my dreams... all these factors mixed with the cost of my RAC ticket forced me to remove all those thoughts from my mind and i started to pack my things,..:(.. ultimately i had to come back... so, met all my relatives...[ not knowing when next i will visit home... during these summer vacations i will be in Hyderabad so very little chance to go home..:(..] ..then was the time to give some instructions to my younger brother... gave him a lecture which i know he was not listening to..or even if he was it was only half of it.. but still i gave that lecture ..at least for my satisfaction.... then was the time to say goodbye to all my cousins, relatives, and neighbours.... and then i left for station with my mom and dad .. due to curfew we had to take a longer route... after reaching station checked for my seat in the chart and then took my place in the train.... i was not feeling good.. its always a sad moment.. bidding goodbye to mom and dad.. knowing its again for months u wont be able to meet them... but i tell you a drastic change occured... after i had boarded the train again my mind was full of thoughts what all things are to b done after i reach hostel.. and i realized ...thats lyf... we have to accept every thing which confronts us.. live the current moment.. and move on and on.... now m in my room ....ready for the busy week ahead.. test @ coachng... classes... project work..:(... blah blah....
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