Aatm manthan..(आत्म मंथन )

Living a life with no purpose, having no dream to follow... I fear that this could be me, and I want to avoid that hollow! I know it is better to conceal some thoughts deep inside... But, what if you are not up to it.. and it's too difficult to hide? Well.. then someone tells you.. these obstacles in life are for your own good... and you can just nod your head, smile and say, Yes! I definitely understood! But in your mind.. you are still brooding over all possibilities... You set aside thoughts of Failures.. and think of promising opportunities! That "Hope" of conquering the whole world is something that keeps you going... It helps you face everything, be it something you were not at all hoping! Losing that "Hope" to win in my life is what I fear the most! I am confident to take care of the rest while moving from pillar to post.

There are times, when you feel lost and are unable to get, what you really want! There are times, when you aren't successful and whole world seems to fall apart! Just at that moment, you need to hold on to your beliefs and trust yourself, Because, anyone else cannot judge you, know you or understand you that well! There are times, when everyone around you seems to be an alien, and you want to run! There are times, when you are remorseful and rethink why you did what you have done! Just at that moment, you need to hold on to your beliefs and trust yourself, Because, anyone else cannot judge you, know you or understand you that well! There are times, when there is so much todo, but you can't concentrate on a single task! There are times, when you have many questions in your mind, but you are too afraid to ask! Just at that moment, you need to hold on to your beliefs and trust yourself, Because, anyone else cannot judge you, know you or understand

I remember how we used to wait.. to show you our report cards.. and all of our craft work to hear you say how beautiful they're!! Always ready to visit you because you were so adorable and sweet.. And whenever you were around, it was obvious we would get a treat!! You were the most lovable and warm-hearted person, all concur.. And, of course, we can never forget how brave you were! Your mandatory visits a day before every semester I left for college.. To remind me that the greatest weapon I have, is my knowledge!! To wish me good luck and give some lessons for lifetime.. And certainly to motivate me to aim higher everytime!! You were the most lovable and warm-hearted person, all concur.. And, of course, we can never forget how brave you were! I know you are gone today, and I have nothing to say.. A part of me believes that it was all God's play!! to free you from the pain you have been through.. or may be he was missing his 'angel&#