Bhawar..

Aaj phir dekha maine zindagi ka vo roop,
Jo dekh ke bhi baar baar darnikar mai karti thi..
Vo jo kehte the hai saath hum tere ho chaav ya ho dhoop,
Un jaane-pehchane chehron par bhi jhalak dikhi aaj parayepan ki..
Kya jaruraatein hi insaan ko ek dusre ke kareeb laati hai..
Kya bhaavnaon ki ehmiyat ek hadd ke aage kam ho jati hai..??
Kyun aisa hota hai..?..Man yu is bhawar mai dolta hai..
Kaun hai apna kaun hai paraya.. bas manthan chalta rehta hai..

Anjane mai kayi baatein.. kyun dil ko chu jaati hain??
Vo choti choti si baatein aankhon mai aansu bhi le aati hain..
Kya ye khud meri hi nasamjhi hai..kya ye meri hi khata hai??
Kya har baat ko samajhne ka mera apna alag hi najaria hai..??
Kyun aisa hota hai..?..Man yu is bhawar mai dolta hai..
Kaun hai apna kaun hai paraya.. bas manthan chalta rehta hai..

In anginat raahon ki paheli mai.. ulajh si gayi hu mai..
Auron ka pata nahi.. par khud se khafa si rehne lagi hu mai..
Kyun mai kabhi kabhi khud ko hi nahi pehchaan paati??
Kyun chalti hu mai us raah par jinki manjil main nahi jaanti..??
Kyun aisa hota hai..?..Man yu is bhawar mai dolta hai..
Kaun hai apna kaun hai paraya.. bas manthan chalta rehta hai..

Likhne ko to ek nayi daastan main har baar hi likh deti hu..
Dil pe huye un ghaavon ko main apni hasi se chupa leti hu..
Par kya ye kaafi hai in unsuljhe sawalon ke jawab paane ko..??
Aisa lagta hai samjhauta kar rahi hu main.. man ko dilasa dilane ko!!..
Kyun aisa hota hai..?..Man yu is bhawar mai dolta hai..
Kaun hai apna kaun hai paraya.. bas manthan chalta rehta hai..

Ab lagta hai khud ko badalna hi in sawalon ko suljhane ki himmat dega..
Ya shayad sabko bhool jana hi mere man mai uthte hue toofan ko thaamega..
Par na jaane kyun har baar mai ek "lachaar" si ban jaati hu..
Man se chahte hue bhi.. main kuch bhi nahi kar pati hu..
Kyun aisa hota hai..?..Man yu is bhawar mai dolta hai..
Kaun hai apna kaun hai paraya.. bas manthan chalta rehta hai..

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Somasree Choudhury said…
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April 13, 2011 at 1:39 AM
Somasree Choudhury said…
Zindagi k ajeeb si mod par khadi hai tu..aise mai confused hona natural hai..hum sab k saath aisa hota hai..lekin that doesn't mean you should start doubting your own abilities or those people who care for you.."beleive in yourself" jaisi baatein bhi aise time pe bahut theoritical lagta hai..but one thing is for sure..the world today survives on belief..then why don't you take a test drive??!!:)
April 13, 2011 at 1:41 AM
Bijju said…
isne to rula diya .........
April 13, 2011 at 1:52 AM
Pahadi_Canary said…
@ somo..:(..:(.. pata nahi re...Still...
@ dadda..:(
April 13, 2011 at 1:54 AM
Bijju said…
tu parshan h kya ?????/
April 13, 2011 at 1:59 AM
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