Sometimes I Fear..


I fear that I might have done something wrong..
Even though it's someone else's fault all along.
I am not able to accuse them, I don't know why..
I just assume they will understand by and by..

Sometimes I Fear..

I fear for my friends, my relatives and my foes..
as I might not be what I am, if not for those..
who advised, supported, and challenged me everytime..
Whatsoever they did, they have really helped me climb!

Sometimes I Fear..

I fear the change, though I like it too..
"change is the necessity" is also my view.
But still somehow I get nervous very often..
when there's a new turn in the path I have been walking..

Sometimes I Fear..

I fear that my world might fall apart..
that I won't be even able to start..
with my dreams, my aspirations and my goals..
As I may take the road with many pit holes.

Sometimes I Fear..

Oh God! tell me how will this storm pass..
coz I don't even have a mariner's compass
I am unable to see the way ahead somehow..
May be.. I have been lost for a long time now.

Sometimes I Fear..

My Heart cries out loud in to my ear..
Nothing is forever.. than why should I fear.
What happened, is happening or will happen is God's will..
I know this and I understand each and everything.. still..
Sometimes I Fear..

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