I Wonder..

when i am all alone,
when i am on my own..
when i am lonely,
or just sitting silently..
then out of nowhere, how can you appear...
in my thoughts, and in my fear???..
I wonder..

Is this "nothing"??..is it just one of my "petty" thoughts..
bcoz I often find myself blankly staring the dots..
I have many dreams and also I sumtimes live in them..
I never break those "rules"..though i may often condemn..
But..then out of nowhere, how can you appear...
in my thoughts, and in my fear???..
I wonder..

Is this "magic"??.. I ponder over again and again..
bcoz as i see you.. I can get over all my pain..
I think of you.. and even speak to you,
you may not even be present there though!!..
But..then out of nowhere, how can you appear...
in my thoughts, and in my fear???..
I wonder..

Is this "attraction"??..I thought about that too..
bcoz whatever i think is somehow related to you..
I sing, I dance, I laugh and smile,
yeah.. i can even forget you for a while..
But..then out of nowhere, how can you appear...
in my thoughts, and in my fear???..
I wonder..

Is this "Love"??.. No..no.. it can't be..
bcoz at this moment we don't even know each other properly..
we met, we talked.. but hey..really its very tough..
to know about someone.. in such a less time...bcoz anyone can bluff..
But..then out of nowhere, how can you appear...
in my thoughts, and in my fear???..
I wonder..

I wondered, I pondered, I even thought over and over again,
It is "something".. not "magic", not "attraction", not even "love".. wondering wat is this then..
for "this" bond.. even I am unable to get a name in my mind..
its so vivid, its so pure.. so difficult to be christened..
Well now I know how..out of nowhere, you could appear...
in my thoughts, and in my fear!!!..:)..
But Still.. I wonder!!..